"saya nak kawen dah bulan 12..
sabtu haritu mak dah terima pinangan tanpa pengetahuan saya..
cincin dah ade tapi saye tak nak...
saya tak nak hampakan dan malukan keluarga..
tapi saye tahu saya xkan jadi isteri yang baik utk die sbb saye ade awak.."

i received this text msg just noww..
and now i am not strong enough to face it..
maybe need for a vacation?
somewhere?
or just carry on main kereta yang tak kan berpenghujung?

i had been fuck up!!!!!!!
tak faham aku parents yg buat keputuisan sendiri without asking empunye badan..
hey old man,anak kau bukan anak kucing tak de hati perasaan..
kesian la sikit,pk sikit,dont think that pilihan kau tu betul belaka!!
arghhhh..shit!!!!